Lewia

Every void is special. Every void has a special key which fills it. Imagine for 5 seconds you could change anything in your life. You know what to do. You are only avoiding it because you want something what doesn't come easy. But it is the only way how to get out of the void. So be brave, trust in yourself, and do it. Let you be finally happy and have your life.

Kiss me. Love me. Be here for me. I love you too. Thinkning about you too. All. The. Time. I'm here for you. Right here for you, don't you worry baby, please. And repeat that smile under our roof. And in front of our fireside. Holding your hand is the final touch I want to recongnize in this world. And seeing your face with those two magic eyes full of love. Gives me shivers as our first time. My heart chose it well when it pointed out you was created by my angels to bring me alive. I don't want to live without your laugh. Would you marry me again, honey? I want to go to heaven one more time. See you in that dress, I couldn't breath - have to confess: I felt like a king winning by cheating and I didn't care! I would steal you from the deadliest pit, the richiest kid, and all the most dangerous men couldn't hide you away from me. Oh, that's right. You're exclusively mine. The only matching soul. I had to have you because you stole all of me, and I'm glad it did happen. Because now

Outside is raining and I wish you were dead. Outside is calm, and I wish you were dead. There is a Sun, and I wish you were dead. I can see a rainbow in the calm rain, and I wish you were dead. You died so long ago. I always knew. And ignored it because I didn't want you to die. And now I wish you were dead. It's so calm and you are not here, because you died and I wish you were dead! Why can't you die. Die already. It's taking you so long. Too long. The rain is perfect because it's mine, it's mine because it's suiting me, and it's suiting me because you are not here. Because you always ruins everything with your disability. I'm not hating disabled people, I just hate you. I hate you because I'm stuck, glued to you, and when I'm glued to you, I'm also glued to your disability. And the disability is killing me. And I cannot move. Your disability is not going anywhere, and I glued to you am neither. It's love with misaribality and premature death, or no love at all and life some